May 2010
1 post
“Matthew 6:33-34 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these...”
April 2010
1 post
Lately I have been feeling so lost… I dont know where my life is leading and what I should be doing with it. God help please!
March 2010
1 post
So the last 3 and 1/2 monthes it feels like i’ve been ripped up, chewed up and spit out then put back together. I stopped talking to the closest person I had. It was hard but I know God put it in me to do it. Maybe it was not the best way to do it but I just ran with it. I never thought it was even possible to do this. We’ve been talking forever. The first week went by fast, and was not as hard as...
August 2009
0 posts
D.C
I cant wait to leave tomorroe for D.C. It is gonna be amazing! I am scared. I’ve never done anything like this before. But i know God wants me to go and i am going to be what God needs me to be. If i can get to a comp i will update you but if not you’ll have to wait a week. Im so excited!
July 2009
22 posts
Tomorrow im getting a chance to hang out with one of my youth leaders/youth pastor. I love hanging out with him. He is just a nice person and is real. I know he is busy and could be doing better things than hanging out with me and it means a LOT that he would.
Were probably gonna stop by the comic book store too. Its gonne be fun. But again, i am just so thankful i have a person like him in my...
Drama free couple of days!
laurenjay1006:
I went camping in New Hampshire for a few days with an “epic set of people”. I went with my best friend Taylor and his family and Ned, Joe Mac and Joey Finn. It was nice to get away for a few days and just hang out and have fun. We did a lot of nothing we just sat around and talked and listened to Taylor Swift. It was a drama free two days and it was fun!
I also had some fun...
Last week we had a sermon on friendship in our youth group. I have really been thinking about it lately. Its been on my mind… We long to be loved. People look for relationships because God made us so that we can love. Adam was lonely, so God made Eve. But we also need friendships. We need a friend that can know our deepest secrets. People need someone to go through life with, somone they can...
I never knew i could be this bored. I thought summer was going to be awesome but it turns out there is a lot of nothing… ALL the time.
“Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.” Psalm 27: 7
I was sitting on my bed and the words Psalm 37: 7 popped into my head. Found a bible and this was there. We always want what we want as fast as possible. It doesnt matter about what God wants, which is what is best for...
I just finished playing Call of Duty 4. Its so wierd to me how the human mind works. We sit around a t.v for hours killing people. Its so violent. Why is it fun to watch movies with people dying and killing each other? How can war be turned into something that is fun and happy? Its not like im going to not play video games anymore but it just makes you think…
Why do people care?
Why do people care what other people think? I just spent 45 minutes figuring out how to make it possible for someone to comment. Should i care what people say about what i write? Why does it matter? I should write what i think and not care what people think. I think what people think stops people from being who they are. Because he cant wear this cause she thinks skinny jeans look bad. She cant...
Today...
I woke up at 11. Later than i would have liked but sleep is good. Then i woke up and went to my best friends sisters house. Hung out and watched the cutest kids ever! Now im not usually a fan of kids but these kids are amazing. I am very fastly growing attached to them. Took the 2 month old dog to the vet with them. He is the cutest thing EVER!!! After that we came to my house and watched Taken....
Lovin it!
I love when things work out. It looks like it could never get worse and you sit there and wonder if things will ever get better. I bet you have been there. I was there an hour ago. Now things are looking up!
Im happy right now. I have not been this happy in a long time. God really helped out. I love life!
Why are people so crule...
I’ve put everything into the friendship. Every cell in me has thrived to make this work. Its been 3 years of me putting everything into it. I’ve tried everything and when that didnt work i tried everything over.
After me trying, it hits you like a brick wall… they dont want to be your friend. So the friendship thats become your life was you pushing the other person. I’ve...
Its complicated...
I sit here and wonder what to do? I have spent nights up just thinking that question with no answer. I have tried, tried, and tried again but nothing works. I wonder if there is anything i can do? It makes me so confused. I dont know where i stand anymore. I just hope God can show me the way through this! I guess i have to just keep praying.
Just sitting here wishing things could be better.
June 2009
1 post
First Post.
I have no idea what to do with a blog so here is my first post. All i have to say is enjoy what i will be putting out.